We Believe and Are Sure

Camille Fronk Olson

Camille Fronk Olson, "We Believe and Are Sure," in Thou Art the Christ: The Son of the Living God, The Person and Work of Jesus in the New Testament, ed. Eric D. Huntsman, Lincoln H. Blumell, and Tyler J. Griffin (Religious Studies Center, Brigham Young University; Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2018), 49鈥66.

Camille Fronk Olson is a professor emerita and former chair of ancient scripture at Brigham Young University.

The examples of those disciples who walked with Jesus during his mortal ministry can inspire our understanding of who he is and what he came to earth to do. They knew Jesus personally as a master and friend, but they also came to recognize him as the Son of God and Savior of the World. These first-century men and women illustrate that this knowledge comes incrementally, in a process seasoned with multiple stumbles and periods of blindness that nonetheless leads to an unshakeable testimony of the person and mission of Jesus Christ.

Because of the rich detail recorded about them in the New Testament, Peter the Galilean fisherman and Martha and Mary of Bethany provide particularly insightful evidence for the process of becoming trusted and effective disciples of Christ. Their testimonies of Jesus Christ came in stages: Their faith in him was initially incomplete, and their attempts to demonstrate devotion to him were at first ill conceived. Yet as they learned and practiced each saving truth that Jesus taught and exemplified, their faith, testimony, and service became steadfast in that aspect of the gospel. Eventually, they became stalwart, inspired, and selfless disciples who courageously stood for truth and righteousness in all places and circumstances, providing us with models as we strive to come to better know and follow Jesus Christ.

Peter鈥檚 Testimony of Who Jesus Is

While Jesus was with his disciples up north in Caesarea Philippi, he asked them who others thought he was. Apparently, neither Jesus nor others had made any clear or at least public announcements, claims, or general assumptions of his true identity at that time. People were circulating a variety of possibilities, including proposals that he was John the Baptist returned to life or one of the Old Testament prophets. Jesus then asked those present, 鈥淏ut whom say ye that I am?鈥 In the Marcan account, Peter answered, 鈥淭hou art the Christ鈥 (Mark 8:29; parallel Luke 9:20). Matthew鈥檚 account of the incident adds an important phrase to Peter鈥檚 testimony: 鈥淭hou art the Christ, the Son of the living God鈥 (Matthew 16:16). All three Synoptic accounts verify that Peter knew who Jesus was鈥攖he Anointed Servant of God鈥攖o which Matthew added the Son of God.

How did Peter gain his testimony? Scriptural evidence suggests that he and others first believed that Jesus was divinely sent and then acted upon that belief. For example, while still working in his fishing business in Galilee, Peter was engaged in the arduous task of cleaning his nets after a disappointing night of unsuccessful fishing. Jesus entered Peter鈥檚 boat and asked Peter to row them back into the water so Jesus could teach them. Peter鈥檚 respect for Jesus is evident from his obedience and reference to Jesus as 鈥淢aster.鈥 But when he directed Peter to launch his newly cleaned nets back into the sea, Peter complained because he believed that further attempts to catch fish that day were futile. Even under a shadow of doubt, Peter acted on a belief in this Jesus, saying, 鈥淣evertheless at thy word I will let down the net鈥 (Luke 5:5). When the nets broke from the weight of such a huge catch of fish, Peter fell before Jesus鈥檚 knees in reverence crying, 鈥淒epart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord鈥 (5:6鈥8).

Later in the Savior鈥檚 ministry, after witnessing and participating in the miraculous feeding of the five thousand, the Twelve left Jesus on the shore and began to row back home in a boat. Caught in a storm that kept them battling the winds and waves during most of the night, they saw what appeared to be a spirit coming toward them on the water. Jesus immediately called out, 鈥淏e of good cheer: it is I; be not afraid鈥 (Mark 6:49鈥50; parallel Matthew 14:26鈥27; John 6:19鈥20). To the shared account, Matthew adds the additional detail that Peter, believing but not knowing with certainty, responded, 鈥淟ord, if it be thou, bid me come unto thee on the water鈥 (Matthew 14:28). Peter desired to know for certain who this Jesus was. Jesus told him, 鈥淐ome.鈥 Acting on his desire to know, Peter climbed over the side of the boat and began walking toward Jesus but soon fell beneath the stormy seas when fear seized him. Jesus immediately pulled him out of the water and encouraged him to strengthen his faith: 鈥淥 thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?鈥 (14:29鈥31). By acting on imperfect faith, with a desire to believe, Peter created a bigger space for his testimony to take root and expand.

In yet another instance that acting on belief is an important step in the process of gaining a testimony of who Jesus is, Peter was unafraid to ask Jesus for help in understanding his parables and other teachings. Even when Jesus prefaced his clarification of a teaching with a note of disappointment in Peter, 鈥淎re ye also yet without understanding?鈥 in response to Peter鈥檚 request, Peter was vigilant in his efforts to learn from Jesus and was courageous in his continued queries for help (Matthew 15:15鈥17).

After these and other sincere manifestations of willingness to act on a belief that Jesus was come from God, at Caesarea Philippi Peter could finally declare that Jesus was God鈥檚 Chosen or Anointed One, declaring, 鈥淭hou art the Christ, the Son of the living God鈥 (Matthew 16:16). Once Peter had progressed in his testimony to know who Jesus was, Jesus then confirmed the truth by clarifying how Peter had received this knowledge, declaring, 鈥淔lesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in heaven鈥 (Matthew 16:17). 鈥淔lesh and blood鈥 at the time included the mortal Jesus; Jesus did not tell Peter this truth about his identity. Just as in our day, only through the Father-sent Spirit is divine truth revealed.

The Bread of Life sermon and the responses to it in John 6:26鈥71 provide another example of Peter proclaiming a firm testimony of who Jesus is, even when he and others did not yet fully understand what he had come to do.[1] In this discourse, Jesus proclaimed that he was the bread come down from heaven, symbolically answering the christological question of who he was. In the process he revealed how those who came to know this truth would be saved. 鈥淎nd this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day鈥 (6:40). He also intimated what he had come to do, alluding to his salvific death when he declared, 鈥淓xcept ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day鈥 (6:53鈥54). Only the day before, the multitude had benefited from the miracle of the loaves and the fishes and were eager to accept him as their king (6:15). Now, Jesus鈥檚 declaration that he must die contradicted the messianic expectations of not only the crowd but even many of his own disciples, who complained, 鈥This is an hard saying; who can hear it?鈥 (6:60; emphasis added). Because they could not properly understand who he was or what he had come to do, they could not accept his mission of sacrificing his 鈥渇lesh and blood鈥 to save them.

While Peter and the Twelve may not yet have fully understood that Christ had come to die, nevertheless their firm witness of who Jesus was gave them the faith to continue with him in the face of other doubt. When 鈥渕any . . . went back, and walked no more with him鈥 (Matthew 6:66), Jesus asked the Twelve, 鈥淲ill ye also go away?鈥 (6:67). Peter鈥檚 response was simply, 鈥淟ord, to whom shall we go? thou has the words of eternal life. And we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God鈥 (6:68鈥69; emphasis added). Peter exemplified the power of remaining loyal to the truth that he had received, even when it wasn鈥檛 complete. In a similar way, Peter鈥檚 example can encourage our loyalty to what we know to be true when we are faced by 鈥渉ard sayings,鈥 such as those messy questions and problems that often accompany policies, politics, history, and doubts.

Incomplete but Growing Testimonies

In spite of Peter鈥檚 powerful spiritual witness of Jesus鈥檚 identity, events immediately following his declaration at Caesarea Philippi show that he was still very much uncertain and confused about what Jesus came to do. His incomplete testimony needed to grow, moving him to a better appreciation for what Jesus had come to do. For instance, on at least three different occasions in the Synoptic Gospels, Jesus foretold his apostles of his upcoming death at the hands of evil men and his subsequent rising from the grave. Beginning there at Caesarea Philippi, he prophesied, 鈥淭he Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again鈥 (Mark 8:31; parallels Matthew 16:21; Luke 9:22).[2] After the Transfiguration, he repeated the prophecy (Mark 9:31). Finally, a third time, as he accompanied the Twelve up to Jerusalem, he repeated 鈥渨hat things should happen unto him鈥 (Mark 10:32鈥33). The responses of the Twelve collectively and of Peter specifically indicate that they did not yet understand that of necessity Jesus came to suffer, die, and rise again. Moments after bearing his Spirit-filled witness of Jesus as the Christ, Peter 鈥渞ebuked鈥 the very Son of God, declaring to him, 鈥淏e it far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee鈥 (Matthew 16:21鈥23; cf. Mark 8:31鈥33). After the second time that Jesus foretold of his suffering, death, and resurrection, the Twelve 鈥渦nderstood not that saying, and were afraid to ask him鈥 (Mark 9:31鈥32). They perceived him as their master and king, but not yet as their great high priest and spiritual Savior.

The placement of these three predictions of his upcoming passion in Mark 8鈥10 falls between the story of him healing in stages a blind man in Bethsaida (Mark 8:22鈥26) and the story of him healing the blind Bartimaeus near Jericho (Mark 10:46鈥52) and underscores the uncertainty of the disciples鈥 knowledge. Because physical blindness easily serves as a metaphor for a lack of spiritual understanding, the way these two very different healing miracles frame the experiences of Peter and the Twelve encourages us to see them as part of a process toward greater knowledge and conversion. As their vision of Jesus sharpens and deepens in stages, so does ours in our own walk of discipleship.

In Bethsaida, after spitting on the blind man鈥檚 eyes and putting his hands on him, Jesus asked the man if he could see. The man answered, 鈥淚 see men as trees, walking鈥 (Mark 8:24). He was beginning to see, but not clearly; things were blurry and confusing, much like Peter鈥檚 testimony. So Jesus again put his hands on the man鈥檚 eyes and this time 鈥渉e was restored, and saw every man clearly鈥 (8:25). Certainly Jesus could have healed the blind man instantly and completely, so Jesus鈥檚 healing him in stages provides a model or pattern to how Peter, the other disciples, and we ourselves can receive spiritual understanding and a complete testimony of the Savior incrementally. In the incident at Caesarea Philippi immediately preceding this healing, Peter had come to know who Jesus was, but he did not yet understand, or accept, what he had come to do鈥攕uffer, die, and rise again for our salvation.

In Mark 8鈥10, between the two stories of blind men being healed and interwoven among the accounts of the three passion predictions, we also find reminders that Peter and the other apostles were unsure and lacking in understanding even after Peter had witnessed that Jesus is the Christ. Consider these episodes: On the Mount of Transfiguration, Peter proposed making three tabernacles to honor Moses, Elias, and the transfigured Jesus because Peter 鈥淸knew] not what to say; for they were sore afraid鈥 (Mark 9:5鈥6). There on the holy mountain, Jesus in glory told them again about his impending resurrection after death. When they returned from the mountain, however, Peter, James, and John were still 鈥渜uestioning one with another what the rising from dead should mean鈥 (9:9鈥10). Shortly afterward, the Twelve could not cast out an unclean spirit. Jesus responded to the situation: 鈥淥 faithless generation, how long shall I be with you? how long shall I suffer you? bring him to me鈥 (9:14鈥29). And when some of the people brought young children to Jesus to bless them, his disciples rebuked the people because they thought the children were a nuisance and detracted from Jesus鈥檚 work. Peter and his associates were clearly confused by the Savior鈥檚 displeasure toward their inaccurate assumption and by his words in response: 鈥淲hosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein鈥 (Mark 10:13鈥16). Their spiritual blindness for what Jesus came to do was again apparent.[3]

After these instances, just outside of Jericho Jesus at last came to the blind man named Bartimaeus, who sat by the side of the road begging. When he heard Jesus of Nazareth was passing by, he called out to him for mercy (Mark 10:46鈥48). His plea, 鈥淭hou Son of David, have mercy on me,鈥 highlights the man鈥檚 belief that Jesus was the promised messianic fulfillment that David鈥檚 seed would reign forever (2 Samuel 7:12鈥16). In response to the man鈥檚 sincere pleas, the scripture reads, 鈥淛esus stood still鈥 (Mark 10:49). He did not immediately reply to the blind man鈥檚 prayer. Instead, he asked others to call the man to come to him; Jesus required Bartimaeus to act on his belief even when he could not see. Then Bartimaeus, 鈥渃asting away his garment, rose, and came to Jesus,鈥 who asked him to repeat what he desired from him. 鈥淟ord, that I might receive my sight鈥 (Mark 10:50鈥51). After Bartimaeus asked for help multiple times, when he could easily have felt that he was being ignored or rejected, the Savior asked him to come鈥攖o act鈥攚hen none of his physical senses confirmed he had a reason to hope. In that moment of acting on a belief or hope, Jesus told him, 鈥淭hy faith hath made thee whole. And immediately he received his sight, and followed Jesus in the way鈥 (10:52).

Like the blind man healed in stages, Peter鈥檚 testimony had expanded from belief to acknowledgment of who Jesus was and eventually to what he came to do. Bartimaeus鈥檚 faith was similarly rewarded and strengthened as he acted on the incomplete faith he then possessed.[4] In the process, Bartimaeus learned that the Lord is not merely a physical healer but a spiritual healer鈥攈is faith was made 鈥渨hole.鈥 Nevertheless, while he still needed to act on his faith, his healing came more quickly, and Jesus restored his physical sight completely in an instant. Bartimaeus then left his 鈥済arment鈥 or cloak behind when he came to Jesus. Understanding that Jesus Christ is the Atoning One, Bartimaeus鈥檚 covering (from the Hebrew root kpr come the words covering and atonement) was made perfect in what the Savior came to do, but not through physical evidences of protection and cover. With this complete covering, Bartimaeus 鈥渇ollowed Jesus in the way鈥; he authentically walked the gospel path of a disciple of Christ.

Martha鈥檚 Testimony of the Resurrection and the Life

Martha of Bethany provides another example of this progressive conversion process. Four days after her brother Lazarus died and was buried in a tomb, Martha met Jesus as he came to visit and console her and her sister Mary. Martha鈥檚 words reflect her knowledge of the Savior鈥檚 healing power: 鈥淟ord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died. But I know, that even now, whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it thee.鈥 To which Jesus declared to her, 鈥淭hy brother shall rise again.鈥 Martha鈥檚 next statement of knowledge indicates that she also knew, at least in part, the doctrine of resurrection: 鈥淚 know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the last day鈥 (John 11:21鈥24).

Martha鈥檚 understanding of and belief in the resurrection, together with her active dialoging with Jesus on spiritual matters, contrast markedly with Luke鈥檚 depiction of her in her home near Jerusalem, where, while serving Jesus, she became 鈥渃umbered about much serving鈥 (Luke 10:39鈥40). In that setting, Martha complained to Jesus that he didn鈥檛 care about her. She was focused on what she was doing to help others and was ignorant of how her sister served or her profound need for the Savior鈥檚 sacrifice. Certainly, she had the beginning of a testimony. Her belief and respect for Jesus were evident in the care and effort she made to host him in her home. Like Peter and his associates, however, she did not understand or appreciate the purpose for his coming. The Lord鈥檚 poignant response to her incomplete testimony provides a hint of where she was spiritually blind: 鈥淢artha, Martha, thou art careful and troubled about many things: But one thing is needful鈥 (10:41鈥42). His correction prompted in her a much stronger witness and commitment to selflessly serve. According to John, days before the crucifixion, Martha served a meal to her brother Lazarus, her sister Mary, Jesus, and other disciples. The setting is almost identical to the Luke incident, but Martha herself had changed. She still served, but this time in ways that focused the attention on Jesus and his imminent sacrifice (John 12:1鈥9).[5]

In John鈥檚 account, the words of the Lord deepened Martha鈥檚 belief after watching her brother die, leading Jesus to respond by teaching her more truth: 鈥淚 am the resurrection and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: And whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die. Believeth thou this?鈥 To this Martha responded as steadfastly as did Peter after the Bread of Life discourse: 鈥淵ea, Lord: I believe that thou art the Christ, the Son of God, which should come into the world鈥 (John 11:25鈥27; emphasis added). Her firm response contrasts with the response of her sister, Mary, who also patiently nurtured an incomplete conversion to the Savior. She initially declared the same faith in his healing powers after Lazarus鈥檚 death as did her sister: 鈥淟ord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died鈥 (11:32). Yet whereas Mary had sat, eagerly listening, at the feet of Jesus in Luke, in John鈥檚 story she is overwhelmed with grief, leading Jesus to groan with compassion and weep as well (11:33鈥34).

Both sisters reverenced his power as healer, teacher, and master, but experiencing profound grief at the loss and burial of their brother may have ignited Mary鈥檚 and Martha鈥檚 faith and anticipation for what Jesus came to do eternally when he raised Lazarus from the dead. As witnesses of their brother鈥檚 return to life after he had been dead four days, the sisters learned a deeper meaning in the Savior鈥檚 words 鈥淚 am the resurrection and the life.鈥 Mary in particular, with her grief over Lazarus changed to joy at his restoration to life, is then presented as one of very few disciples whose testimony expanded to embrace knowledge before he went to Calvary that his mission included dying for us all.

Arriving at a Complete and Sure Witness

The Gospels present Mary of Bethany and another woman as coming to an understanding that Jesus would soon die, even before the male disciples gained that knowledge. Six days before Jesus鈥檚 crucifixion, Mary, the sister of Martha, anointed Jesus鈥檚 feet with an expensive ointment while Judas Iscariot rebuked her for such extravagance. Jesus defended Mary鈥檚 generosity. 鈥淟et her alone,鈥 he said, 鈥渁gainst the day of my burying hath she kept this,鈥 or as is found in the Joseph Smith New Translation: 鈥淔or she hath preserved this ointment until now, that she might anoint me in token of my burial鈥 (John 12:3鈥7). On a similar occasion a few days later, an unnamed woman in Bethany brought 鈥渁n alabaster box of ointment of spikenard very precious鈥 to anoint the Savior鈥檚 head. Again, there were those who protested the 鈥渨aste鈥 of the expensive oil. Once more, Jesus defended the woman鈥檚 gift. 鈥淲hy trouble ye her? she hath wrought a good work on me. . . . She hath done what she could: she is come aforehand to anoint my body to the burying鈥 (Mark 14:3鈥9; parallel Matthew 26:6鈥12).

Although connected to the burial customs of the day, the act of anointing had powerful precedents in Jewish history. From the beginning of the kingdom of Israel, prophets had anointed Saul, then David, and then Solomon to serve as God鈥檚 chosen sovereign for his people (1 Samuel 10:1; 16:13; 2 Samuel 5:3; 1 Kings 1:39). Thereafter, the rightful king of Judah and the kings of Israel were ritually anointed with oil to designate those chosen to rule. Beginning with Aaron, priests were anointed with oil to commemorate their authority to minister (Exodus 40:13鈥15). At least in some instances, leading prophets, too, were anointed for their upcoming responsibility (1 Kings 19:16; Isaiah 61:1; Psalm 105:15).[6] This practice of anointing prophets, priests, and kings is a type of anointing the 鈥淜ing of kings鈥 (1 Timothy 6:15), the 鈥淗igh Priest of good things to come鈥 (Hebrews 9:11), and the awaited Prophet foretold by Moses (Deuteronomy 18:15鈥19; Acts 3:22). The titles 鈥淢essiah鈥 (Hebrew, 尘腻拧卯补岣) and 鈥淐hrist鈥 (Greek, christos) both mean 鈥渢he Anointed One.鈥 The anointing or anointings that Jesus received before his passion, while explicitly performed in preparation for his death and burial, might also have been implicit testimonies that Mary and the unnamed woman knew that Jesus was, in fact, the Anointed One.[7]

Other women from Galilee had followed and ministered to Jesus of their substance since he made them whole in both body and spirit (Luke 8:1鈥3).[8] These were in Jerusalem at the time that Jesus died, having followed him there from Galilee. While some of them may not have had the exact insight that Mary of Bethany and the unnamed woman who anointed him had, their faith and love were enough to lead them to the horrible crucifixion, where the Synoptics portray them watching the scene somewhat from a distance (Mark 15:40鈥41; parallels Matthew 27:55鈥56; Luke 23:49), and John shows at least some of them 鈥淸standing] by the cross of Jesus鈥 (John 19:25). Although these women did not yet know that Jesus would of a certainty rise from the grave, by their actions they witnessed that he had indeed come to die. And they stood by him in his agony.

When Jesus was dead and taken to a sepulchre to be buried, these same women 鈥渇ollowed after, and beheld the sepulchre, and how his body was laid. And they returned, and prepared spices and ointments; and rested the sabbath day鈥 (Luke 23:55鈥56; cf. Mark 15:47). Some of these same women, coming to the tomb to anoint the body鈥攚hich they were not allowed to do since the body was removed from the cross鈥攚ere the first to discover that the tomb was empty and hear the witnesses of angels that the Lord had risen (Mark 16:1鈥5; parallels Matthew 28:1鈥8; Luke 24:1鈥11). According to John, Mary Magdalene, one of the women from Galilee who had also stood at the foot of the cross, became the first person to see the Resurrected Christ (John 20:11鈥18). By following Jesus despite hardship, grief, or distance, these women began to embrace the reality that the Messiah came to lose his life that we may live. When their devotion led them to prepare him more completely for his burial, they received further witnesses and soon gained testimonies that he also conquered death for us.[9]

Peter and the Beloved Disciple received a similar clarification and deepening of testimony after the resurrection. When they ran to see the empty tomb for themselves in response to the women鈥檚 declaration, the two apostles were surprised, 鈥渇or as yet they knew not鈥 or, perhaps better said, they had not yet understood (Greek, 脓诲别颈蝉补苍) 鈥渢he scripture, that he must rise again from the dead鈥 (John 20:3鈥10). Their continued misunderstanding quickly dissipated after Jesus finally appeared to them after his death and invited them to touch the prints in his hands, side, and feet (20:19鈥29; cf. Luke 24:36鈥43). As the first fruits of the resurrection, he 鈥渙pened their understanding, that they might understand the scriptures,鈥 which prophesy, 鈥淭hus it [is necessary for] Christ to suffer, and to rise from the dead the third day: and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in his name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem鈥 (Luke 24:44鈥47). Finally, they began to grasp what he, the Messiah and the Son of God, had come to earth to do.

After the resurrection, the disciples鈥 testimonies grew dramatically, empowered by the receipt of the gift of the Spirit. The testimony of Peter and his fellow apostles is recorded multiple times in the first eight chapters of Acts.[10] Their fearless defense of the mission of Jesus Christ underscores their expanding understanding that he who died lives again to grant us the gift of salvation. For example, the high priest鈥搇ed Sanhedrin in Jerusalem commanded the apostles to cease teaching in Jesus鈥檚 name but quickly arrested them anew when they found the apostles openly testifying of Christ at the temple (Acts 5:17鈥28). In response to the council鈥檚 threats and warnings, the apostles unflinchingly responded, 鈥淲e ought to obey God rather than men. The God of our fathers raised up Jesus, whom ye slew and hanged on a tree. Him hath God exalted with his right hand to be a Prince and a Saviour, for to give repentance to Israel, and forgiveness of sins. And we are his witnesses of these things; and so is also the Holy Ghost, whom God hath given to them that obey him鈥 (Acts 5:29鈥32).

In the years following the Lord鈥檚 postresurrection ministry to the New Testament disciples, other believers in addition to the apostles lived Christ-centered lives to courageously spread the gospel. Men and women of faith were among those that persecutors threatened, arrested, and even slayed in their attempts to halt the spread of power in the name of Jesus Christ (see Acts 9:1鈥2).

鈥淭hat ye might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God鈥

The New Testament thus provides us powerful examples of how true conversion is wrought. The authors of the four Gospels believed in Jesus Christ and recorded the words and deeds of Jesus so that countless others could learn truths about him (see Luke 1:1鈥4). Specifically, John wrote his testimony of the gospel so that 鈥淸we the readers] might believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God; and that believing ye might have life through his name鈥 (John 20:31). For John, it wasn鈥檛 enough to know who Jesus is. He wanted us to also know that Jesus came to give us life, and to 鈥渉ave it more abundantly鈥 (John 10:10).

Witnesses of Jesus Christ in the New Testament such as Peter, Mary, and Martha began their journey to full conversion with an imperfect understanding and limited vision of what Jesus came to earth to do. Incremental learning over time while putting into practice what we learn is often the pattern that we follow to achieve a firm reverence and appreciation for our dependence on him. Like them, we often find ourselves faced by 鈥渉ard sayings鈥 and circumstances that seem incongruent with our perspective of God鈥檚 purposes. We may easily relate to those disciples who 鈥渨alked no more after [Jesus],鈥 being offended by his words. Like Martha, we may think that Jesus no longer cares about us when we are so often overburdened, overwhelmed, and underappreciated. That is why it is tempting to give up and renounce the witness of God鈥檚 truth we have already received. The world is ready to support our despair as it carefully and sophisticatedly articulates reasons to abandon what we know because of what we don鈥檛 know.

As we seek to 鈥渃ome unto Christ, and be perfected in him鈥 (Moroni 10:32), we must come to better know what it means that he is the Son of God and the Savior of the World. This knowledge is rarely perfect or certain in our early walk of discipleship. Nevertheless, the examples of Peter, Martha, Mary, and the women from Galilee show us how we can push forward from hope to belief to more sure knowledge. These New Testament witnesses call us to similarly come to know Jesus and what he has done for us. If we will stay steadfast in the gospel knowledge that we know from experience to be true and refuse to be offended by what we do not understand, we can and will proceed through incremental and often imperfect jumps and starts to finally see what only Christ can show us and become what only he can make of us. That full conversion embraces the gospel of repentance, forgiveness, and everlasting life made possible only through the mercy, merits, grace, and sacrifice of Jesus Christ. We then can stand with Martha and Peter of old, as witnesses at all times and places, to declare 鈥淲e believe and are sure.鈥 This is the promise and enabling power Jesus Christ came to earth to offer.

Notes

[1] See Eric D. Huntsman, 鈥淭he Bread of Life Sermon,鈥 in Celebrating Easter, ed. Thomas A. Wayment and Keith J. Wilson (Provo, UT: Religious Studies Center, 2006), 87鈥111.

[2] For a discussion on why Mark鈥檚 Gospel is a particularly meaningful source for understanding Peter, see Eric D. Huntsman, 鈥淭he Petrine 碍脓谤测驳尘补 and the Gospel according to Mark,鈥 in The Ministry of Peter the Chief Apostle (Provo, UT: Religious Studies Center; Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2014), 169鈥77.

[3] For additional scriptural evidence of Peter鈥檚 incomplete testimony, see Jared W. Ludlow, 鈥淪tand Down and See the End,鈥 in Ministry of Peter the Chief Apostle, 67鈥90; and Brent L. Top, 鈥淔allible but Faithful,鈥 in Ministry of Peter the Chief Apostle, 1鈥12.

[4] Eric D. Huntsman sees Bartimaeus as having a 鈥渇ull understanding鈥 of who Jesus is and why he had come from the beginning of his story as contrasted to the blind man healed in stages. Huntsman, Miracles of Jesus (Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2014), 103. For a lovely discussion on how healing physical blindness can symbolize the Savior鈥檚 power to heal spiritual blindness, see pages 87鈥103.

[5] For an in-depth analysis of Martha鈥檚 transformation as a disciple, see Camille Fronk Olson, Mary, Martha, and Me: Seeking the One Needful Thing (Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2006), 155鈥64.

[6] See Eric D. Huntsman, God So Loved the World (Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2011), 44鈥45, 133鈥35.

[7] See Camille Fronk Olson, 鈥淢ary and Martha,鈥 in Women of the New Testament (Salt Lake City: Deseret Book, 2014), 163鈥64.

[8] See also stories of other Galilean women whose lives were touched and forever changed through their interactions with Jesus, which Luke relates in the same context in Luke 7鈥8鈥攖hat is, the woman who loved much, the widow of Nain, the woman who touched the hem of the Savior鈥檚 robe, the daughter of Jairus and her mother, and Mary the mother of Jesus. These women may also have been among those Galilean women who followed Jesus to the cross and the tomb; see 鈥淲omen of Galilee,鈥 in Olson, Women of the New Testament, 177鈥213.

[9] See Camille Fronk Olson, 鈥淭hey Ministered unto Him of Their Substance: Women and the Savior,鈥 in To Save the Lost: An Easter Celebration, ed. Richard Neitzel Holzapfel and Kent P. Jackson (Provo, UT: Religious Studies Center, 2009), 6180.

[10] For a fuller discussion of what Peter鈥檚 testimony grew to become, see Terry B. Ball, 鈥溾榃hom Say Ye That I Am?鈥: Peter鈥檚 Witness of Christ,鈥 in Ministry of Peter the Chief Apostle, 13鈥26.